Well...it's May.
This is my last week, exam weeK, it sucks.
Good Luck to everyone taking exams this week, or whenever they are.
Hey...
We should plan a time when we can all get together and just hangout!
Like go to the beach, have movie night,...whatever you like...

Hey everyone,
I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while, there hasn't been much to say.
Um...so you all know...my grandpa, on my mom's side, passed away Friday morning.
He was in the hospital for surgery and ended up having a stroke and getting pneumonia.
Well since the surgery was on his throat, it got really swollen and he couldn't eat,
so they had to put him on a feeding tube so he could eat and gain his strength back.
Well a few weekends ago we went down to see him and he could hardly even talk.
That next morning when we saw him he was doing better and was able to talk.
Well by the beginning of this week I believe he was able to go home.
A few days ago though he was rushed back to the hospital to the emergency care,
his pneumonia had came back and he wasn't doing very well at all.
Friday morning I got the call from my mom and dad at about 6:30 that he had passed away.
My mom, dad, and Rita left to go down state on Friday, and me and Roz are leaving
Sunday at about 3:00 to go down to Houghton Lake and will ride the rest of the way
down state with my grandpa and grandpa Nieman. The visitation is Sunday and Monday,
and his funeral will be Tuesday. I don't think that any of you knew my grandpa,
but I would like you to keep my family in your prayers, especially my mom, my aunts,
and my uncle; he was their last parent alive (my grandma passed many years ago).
Thank you for all your support, you guys have been wonderful friends! I miss you all.
~Roo
No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting!

Oh...Good luck everyone with your exams!
Only a few more classes left to go!

This weekend I had to make an unexpected trip to Toledo, Ohio
My grandpa, on my mom's side, is in the hospital
Friday night when we went and saw him he looked terrible,
he couldn't even talk at all, we were really worried
Well then Saturday he looked better and could talk a bit
He had to go in for surgery a few weeks ago and after
that he ended up having a stroke and pneumonia
Friday they put him on a feeding tube, so he was really tired
My step grandma, I hate that bitch, was hoping he would
be able to go home soon but there is no possible way
I would tell you more about what she said while we were
there, but it would make me get really mad;
I hate that BITCH with a passion...fuck you bitch and die

We got back in Houghton Lake Saturday at about 8ish
I put all of Roz's and my stuff in my car and we were
gonna drive back up to T.C. that night but then hell happened
I was driving away and realized that I had a fucking flat tire
So we ended up staying in H.L. last night and go up and
me and my dad went down to Wal-mart and got 2 new tires
My back tires were so bad, the one literally had a hole
in it, it sucked, they had no tread on them at all
and I said...hmmm...no wonder I slid so much in the winter

I hate Snaps so much, she is such a bitch
I hate her almost as much as I hate my "step grandma"
She is such a fate friend it pisses me off
She will pretend to like you and behind your back she will
just literally rip the living crap out of you
She doesn't agree with Roz and Jason trying to buy
a house or even getting married this summer.
It's really hard to support and give them encouragement
and positive words, good luck, when she is so negative
I heard from Roz that she told stuff to Jason about me
I guess Jason believed her and shit, Roz told me not
to be mad at him because it wasn't him that said it,
he just heard it, but for him to believe it...grrr
so I'm not real happy with him, it's bad because
we already don't get along very well as it is...
and then having Snaps trying to turn Roz and Jason
against me...what a fucking bitch

hey everyone i'm back in T.C.
Sumter, S.C. was amazing
i had so much fun
i will update more info later

roz and jason are moving the
wedding date to:
july 29th, 2006

ttyl cuz i'm really tired

The Honest Survey!
Answer these questions honestly.

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
Blue camo

2. Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
Many many things:Jeff, my hand gushing blood, and South Carolina

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
this, listening to music, and waiting for a message

4. Honestly, what did you do today?
took a big chemistry test, went to work for 2 hours, went to the video store

Where did 5 go?
i dunno

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
not as far as I know, well I'm still stealing wireless internet from my neighbors
(i don't even know which ones...lol)

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
nope

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
not that I can think of, well actually, people who are passing Calc 2

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
sleeping, thinking about Jeff, my friends, hanging out w/ friends and drinking

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
no, but i cut them really short because i hate them long

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
super happy and relaxed

12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
no

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yeah, Jeff

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
i dunno, i keep secrets from roz and jason, but i can't keep things from my friends

15. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
my calc 2 teacher

16. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
um...you know that

17. Honestly, are you mad at someone?
jason and somewhat roz

18. Honestly, are you in denial?
i dunno

19. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
that's an odd question

20. Honestly, who is your best friend?
wendy

21. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?
yes, i can't say no i'll get shot

23. Honestly, does anyone like you?
i hope so

24. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
yeah

25. Honestly, do you smoke weed?
no; i'm already dumb enough, i don't wanna kill more braincells

26. Honestly, do you smoke cigarettes?
no

27. Honestly, do you do other drugs?
um...NO

28. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
I believe so


We're watching Saw I and II tonite! I really wanted to watch Kill Bill I and II but the video store didn't have the first one and so now I'm really mad at them, oh well. Tomorrow I'm going to South Carolina!!! I'm so so so very excited, I can't wait!!!

well today has been like the worst fucking day of my life
for many many many...well not that many reasons i guess
well so my life for like the next forever has done a 360
i, as of right now, still haven't signed up for summer
classes, don't have a place to live this summer, or a job
for the summer...i'm like so screwed...for like the next
fucking like 3 or 4 months...as of like right now, I have
something lined up, but as of now it's not official so
i'm totally freaking out majorly, and i am so tired of shit
so well jason and roz aren't getting a place to live right
away this summer, they are living with his mom for a while
i don't want to live with his mom or jason, nor do they
even really have room for me to live with them anyways
so i'm like homeless and jobless unless i get the job i
applied for today, summer crew. it's not the best, but ok
well so then i can live in the apartments still and i would
end up having roommates, which would suck, but without i
wouldn't be able to afford rent, so i kinda have to have them
so then i would have a job and a place to live, i wouldn't
even have to move, and i would then not have to live with
jason and roz and jason's mom and it would be all good
i still have to sign up for my classes, which i have to
pay for out of my own pocket or i can't take them, but
i do have the money to pay for it, or at least some of the
ones i want to take. i'm totally failing calc 2, it sucks
it's a really hard class though. i can take it in the summer
with the teacher i took calc 1 with instead of east, who
i have now and who is failing me and gives really hard tests
well so the other thing that has killed my life and is making
me worry so so very much that i can't get like any sleep
like my very bestest friend tested positive for mono...
yeah she thinks that she got it from tim even though he
tested negative for it. she said that her brother got it like
3 years ago and he had to get tested like 4 times before
he tested positive for it, so that could be the case for tim
well anyways, why am i freaking out you ask...well ofcourse
i had a party last friday and went to one on saturday night
well me and wendy both nights shared drinks like all night
and ofcourse it can be passed through drinking off the same
drinks, so i'm really worried. she went to louisiana and when
she came back she all of a sudden got really sick and then
she felt better and got sick again and over and over again
well it can live in your body for like 30 - 50 days till
you even feel anything, and so even though i feel somewhat
fine right now, i could all of a sudden get really sick in like
a month, and it sucks especially because it is flu like symptoms
and sore throat and fever and you can't sleep even thought
you are like really tired and you can't breath and i hate
throwing up it sucks. so i'm really afraid that i got it from
her this weekend. we are hoping that the alcohol in the
drinks hopefully killed off the bacteria/virus or whatever.
on a good note, jeff sent me a message the other day
i'm really sad now though that i'm going away for spring break
down to sumter, south carolina, because it would finally be
a time we could hang out together, well when were not working
but i guess it will be ok cuz we can just see each other when
i get back. i wanted us to do something before i left on
saturday morning but he works all the time, i'm really sad

This was Round 2 of the drinking weekend;
maybe there will ba a round 3, or not
I think Roz is still mad at me for throwing
a party on Friday night, I know Jason is.
He fucking pisses me off so fucking much.
I went to Mc. D's and they had their
shake machine off already, I was pissed.
I wanna see my boy so badly, maybe tomorrow?

Dude, I so totally wanted my boy to come out tonight.
I had a st. paddy's day party tonight, it was good.
Not alot of people came over, which was good, but
my boy didn't come, I'm really sad about that.
But my Wendy came over, I was really excited.
Tomorrow we are going out together, it will be fun.
I left Jeff a message and hopefully he will call me
tomorrow and he will come out tomorrow with us!
I'm going to Houghton Lake tomorrow for an hour or so.
I have to get a sleeping bag and a bag and some other
shit and do my laundry, which I haven't done in a month!
I have like no clothes at all, it's so bad, I need clothes!
Well so anyways...yeah, tonight was really fun, even though
Roz and Jason got really mad at me and it sucked and well
whatever...I don't give a god damn fuck about what they say!!!

You know you live in 2006 when...










1.) you accidentally enter your password on a microwave.














2.) you haven’t played solitaire with real cards in years.














3.) the reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don’t have msn/xanga/myspace/aim/livejournal.












4.) you’d rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the tv.












6.) your evening activity is the computer.











7.) you read this list, & keep nodding and smiling.













8.) as you read this list, you think about how stupid you are to read this.












9.) and… you were too busy to notice number 5.













10.) you actually scrolled back up to check that there was a number 5.













11.) & now you’re laughing at your stupidity.












12.) repost if you fell for it. you know you did

Well...I was quite inspired, by a thought, to post while I was at work today. Today I realized, we actually since I got out of school in May of 2005 but never really thought about it till no, that WOW, I'm in the real world. So while I was at work I was thinking about my boss and my co-workers, 2 of the 3 I really really dislike. Well, my boss had posted a sign in lab 111A saying that we have a staff meeting on Friday at 1:00, be there. Well I was wondering why it was that we were having a staff meeting, well we only have 4 people that are staff and what is the big deal that we need to have a staff meeting? Well, I am still in confusement about the whole thing. Well beside that fact, my coworker, Rachael, he one I actually get along with, had an interview today at the resort, so if she gets the job she will be quitting; leaving my boss, Zakera, and me. I so totally feel like quitting as well, I hate those people. My boss, Kirk, doesn't do anything, he makes us do everything. Zakera is a stupid dip shit that is fucked up in the head, I swear she is retarded, who doesn't do anything but follow Dan around like a lost puppy. And ofcourse Kirk is ok with it because she isn't qualified to do jack shit, and if he made her do anything she would fuck it up so badly that the world would explode. I'm so mad. I'm the only person around there that actually does work. Rachael can only make it in on Mondays and Fridays, when she isn't "sick" or doesn't have "homework." and Zakera doesn't know how to do anything. and Kirk has us so that he doesn't have to do jack shit. Well and ofcourse the instructors have to have everything by a certain date and time and Kirk likes to give us everything like the day before it is needed, or like 10 minutes before we are planning on leaving for the day. I hate it so bad. I just really want to quit. And Rachael is getting out as long as she gets the job at the resort. I really wonder what they would do if me and Racheal both quit. Nothing would get done, they would have to quickly hire someone else and try and teach them everything we know; that person would die their first day. Anyways so I realized that this is the real world and it probably won't get any better. Oh, I'm totally failing Calc 2, it is really hard. I don't wanna quit, I don't wanna be a failure, a loser. I have to have/pass this class for my shit, I can't get out of it. I want to be successful, I don't want a loser job for the rest of my life, just cuz I couldn't pass Calc 2. And I still have to take Calc 3. It's like your ability to succeed depends on if you can pass Calc 2 or not. I feel so dumb. LIFE SUCKS.